By: CatholicSchizophrenic

CatholicSchizophrenic — Sun, 21 Feb 2010 09:44:59 +0000

Just to start off, I am also in love with the Beatles and feel very emotionally attached to them. My other bands include but are not limited to Ani DiFranco (she who helps me through EVERY relationship I’ve ever had, she’s brilliant and bold), Placebo (who helped me through my troubled high school days and later when I found drugs), Ben Harper (who was there for me when I was entering psychosis and had a deep obsession for nature and weed), Panic! At theDisco (their Pretty. Odd. album was the basis of a lot of delusional thoughts, but I’m happy they were there because they made them happy thoughts. All in all I was a very happy schizophrenic person until the paranoia set in). Then there are all the muscials that influence my life Les Mis being one of my favs. I feel like Eponine most of my days and I love singing with her on the tracks. Music is my second love next to God. It was almost completely taken away from me when I was in psychosis because I was paranoid and thought that it was all live music and that the artists were singing to me, but they were singing horrible things to me and it drove me to the point where I wouldn’t listen to music at all. Thankfully I’m not like that anymore, but sadly for me, while I wasn’t listening to music I was smoking and not exercising my voice and I can’t sing like I used to. I was lead in my high school musical (Thoroughly Modern Millie) and I can’t even hope to hit those notes anymore
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By: CatholicSchizophrenic